Tuesday, August 19, 2008

There is a time and a place for everything. 3:00 a.m. on a Tuesday is not one of those times for anything. So I can't sleep. What do I do? Well, what else would I do! Write letters to people I haven't talked to in ages!!!!
The first one is an apology for something I did, but I can't remember too well. I was in the wrong, I guess. I must have been:
I realize that 3:00 a.m. on a Monday (technically Tuesday) isn't the best time to write this, but I've been up for hours because I can't sleep. I've been thinking of all the shitty things I've done and all of the shitty things that have happened to me, a bit of self loathing if you will, and I wanted to have the chance to tell you that I'm sorry for the things I said to you. You didn't deserve what I said and I was wrong. I hope you've been doing well with the CD101 thing, I even listened to it last time I was up there. I also hope Stella and Archie are fine.

Goodbye,
Joey

The second one is one I haven't written yet. I'm not sure who it'll go to, but I think it will go a little something like this:
Hey, how have you been? I haven't talked to you in forever, just wanted to take a second to catch up with you. Starting school soon I guess? Not too much more left it seems, only a few semesters. Well, hope all is well!
Take care,
Joey

Now, I could send that one to any single person on the planet and it would seem like nothing. I'd probably get a similar shitty response kind of like what I wrote to them. I usually don't care when I pass someone and say "how are you?". When I write it though, I seem to care enough to move my fingers without hitting delete. That's what counts. There's your thought for the day.

I need to fucking sleep!

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